reflecting

I just got back from spending 10 days with my husbands family and my family for part of the time.
As I was surrounded by those I love more then I can put into words and I was outdoors which is so relaxing to me... I reflected a lot about life. How can we endure our pains of infertility? It is such a lonely situation.
I have been in such a low about it for years I wondered how I could keep going when I felt so depressed and worthless.
How have you conquered your trials with infertility? I'm trying to be strong but it has been hard.
I know we aren't alone and don't forget that you are never alone!