I want to say that I am a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter day saints. Also known as Mormon. This post is one that I hope will not offend anyone. It has just helped me through through some very dark days. I respect all people and know they have a right to believe what they want and I hope I can get the same respect.
I love in ECCLESIASTES chapter 3 it says...
1 To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
2 A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
3 A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
4 A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
5 A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
6 A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
7 A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
8 A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
I love this because it tells me that it is ok that I break down....it is ok that I have times that I cry and hate... It is ok to be human. Sometimes I feel like I have to be stronger then I really am. I'm learning that it is all a process and that I can get through it if I am hopeful enough, have faith and patience.
There is a time to heal and I have hope that will come in time. I have had healing before regarding my infertility and I know it will never go away. It will always be a part of me. I hope that I can heal more so I can really feel confident again. So I can feel good about myself and who I am... Be comfortable in my own shoes.
I also love in Matthew 11:28-30
28 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.
30 For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.
It is so comforting to know that Jesus Christ lives and loves us! It is so overwhelming to know that he took our sins upon himself and not just our sins but our sorrows and sicknesses. I'm sad that I made him suffer... I wish I could take that from him... but I know he did this because he loves us all... he wants us to have rest in our trials, burdens. I love him and know he loves us!
You are never alone!! Don't forget that and don't lose hope!
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